Mizuhiki no Hime

 

At unknown place on unknown year,

A family of aristocrat lived in prosperity and glory.

Lived as the descendants of the former of the country,

They lived to rule the fate of their land,

And to become landlord on the land which is given to them.

 

After years of glory,

A girl was born.

A daughter from the only successor,

A daughter who will be the next successor.

 

Her beauty is unbeatable.

Her skins are smoother than finest silk,

Her hair flowed like a river,

Lips bloomed like a plum blossom,

Wrapping the kind and warm heart of her.

 

Grew in wealth and prosperity,

Being educated more than anybody else,

Being adored by men,

Nobody would even know that she was sad.

 

She grew as a bird

A bird in golden cage.

Being sealed and protected,

She was kept in a room of her.

 

She grew with all those goods,

She grew with all those knowledge,

She grew with all those sorrows,

But nobody would even care about her heart.

 

On one silent night

Moon gazed on the sky

Its light shimmer her beauties

She cried in sorrow and loneliness.

 

A man came inside

Came inside trough the window

Without anyone knew,

They built a relation since then.

 

He came over and over

Without anyone knew.

Day by days, year by years,

That relation had become love.

 

But fate was cruel,

The family know their relations,

The elders got angry and disagree

And the father knew that the man is a criminal.

 

The man is a criminal,

He was paid to suicide the emperor.

But his love is truly and sincere,

But nobody cares about that.

 

He was punished to dead,

Without being known by the princess.

She waited for him night by nights,

Hoped that he will come again.

 

Night by nights, day by days,

This thing came to her ears.

Sorrows embraced her,

And hurts are unbearable.

 

She cried on nights

Sorrows made hurts in her heart.

The hurts had make her blind

of her own sake.

 

As she cried in her sorrows,

She made nine hundred and ninety nine knots of mizuhiki.

And she made an agreement

To take revenge of her sorrows.

 

The mizuhiki accept it,

They give her power to take revenge.

And revenges were happened,

But loneliness and sorrows stood still.

 

Nobody would even understand her heart,

Nobody would even know her sorrows,

Nobody would even truly love her,

Because nobody is care.

 

Only their own advantage is their destination.

Mizuhiki no Hime

Told by:

La Duke

La Nians

The Hugs

Another night passed

Moonlight shimmer on my head

The sky had became my roof

I’m trampled on the road

kicked with hurts on my whole body

Bleeding everywhere

but nobody is even know I am there

I feel blank

Nothing is here

just the sound of crowd

moving and passing away

without noticing me here

I miss that warmth

in this situation

When he was here with me

embracing me with his warm hands

in this scary crowd

as whispering in my ears

“don’t afraid my dear,

I’m here beside you,

cause you have me,

your brother…”

warm hands hold me tightly

shed my tears away that night

he rested my head on his chest

his heart beats slowly

remains calm

like a lullaby for my fears

And that night

I wished

I would be there

just stay

I hope time not gone

so I won’t be alone anymore

by you beside me…

missing you now

where are you…

dear, you…

La Onglie Dulk

The Ugly Duckling

La Dilemma

The Ambiguity

I’m feeling lonely here…

It’s cold here…

I hope nii-chan here…

to keep me in warm…

But I’m afraid of being egoistic…

I hope nii-chan was here…

when I was shedding my tears…

but I’m afraid of being egoistic…

I hope nii-chan would smile to me again…

even if I know he is really busy…

And that makes me realize…

I’m afraid of being egoist…

I want to see his smile everyday..

But I’m afraid I’m being so egoistic…

I want to be in his hands embracing me…

but I’m afraid of being egoistic like that…

I hope nii-chan would answer me…

and listening to me…

telling me great stories…

motivating me in my down…

but I’m really really afraid…

cause I know…

and I think…

those are egoistic…

It’s a dilemma…

it’s hurt….

Crying over my smile…

shedding tears over nice words…

just waiting to say…

“Okaeri, nii-chan…”

La Cranoi

The Crane

La Prochitia euf Solloi

The Prostitute’s Sorrows

In the middle of the Silent Night
A sighing voice was heard
The prostitute’s Sorrow
heard once more

After the party overnight
being adored and admired
by many peoples and guests
That beg for hers

Even being adored in her smile
Even being admired by her kindness
But cries out loud
just in her heart

Cries out loud every night
crying over dead hopes
Waiting for new hopes
and still…
crying over the olds

Now the tears were stopped
Changed by the blood
The cries became Pain
The pain became scar

“shinitaiyo…”
“Shinitaiyo….”
Crying over and over

It hurts…
it hurts…
it really hurts…
She cries every night…

But she has to live
to be the servants of her guests
to serve the sinners
to smile over her cries

She smile over the cries..
Smile over the pains
Smile over the unhealed scars
While waiting her love to come back….

La Cranoi : La Prochitia

The Crane : The Prostitute

La Prochitia euf Ae Sung

Since I saw you in that night
I can’t cease of dreaming you
Even in all my prayer
I always hope you can be at my side

When I see you for the second times
In other place
I see others around you
As beautiful as swans on the lake
can’t be equalized as me

I’m a beggar of you
A forever ugly-duckling begging for you
Begging for The most beautiful swan on that lake

That night
You say yes to me
Never know inside
I’ve put a lot of hopes

I hope
I hope
that’s the only thing I can do

I hope
I hope
you’ll always be by my side

even…
if…
I…

am…

a…
Forever-ugly duckling…

La Prochitia

The Prostitute

Starter Warnings

First of all…

I would like to thanks for everyone around me…

especially Haruhana and Nii-chan…

well..

At last, I could make my own blog…

after a long period of time in thingking and deciding…

second..

I’d like to alert you that my posts here…

is not a diary…nor poems…nor prose…

but it’s kind like riddles…

They’re illustrating my dailies in my perspective…

well…

I won’t talk too much…

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